Wednesday, August 08, 2007
My camp facilitator just called me and then I stupidly told her that I needed to work so could only attend half of the 1st day for the 3 day camp. So she told me that she will call me back 10mins later. Guess what! She didn't call me instead she sent the committee person to call me. I told the guy I didn't wanna be irresponsible cux my tutees were all preparing for o lvls and he was not very happy about it. He actually told me off saying I was being irresponsible cux the date was given to me long time ago. I have to admit yes I knew about it but then so many things just came up all of a sudden that I could not even plan it properly lo. So now it's my fault. I knew it I shouldn't be so truthful. If I had just told them I would be there and later not turn up, presenting them a MC I would have been better off. Now that the committee is like eyeing my attendance, if I just present them with an MC would they even be convinced? I really wonder. Anyways, I told the guy I will be there no matter what and this is such a lie! Im definitely not turning up. Since he was not very courteous towards me and threatened me(I hate being threatened!), Im so not going to turn up. Pardon me for my language but yes, fuck the camp. Im just gonna get an MC and never turn up. I don't care. Seriously his attitude and plus the threatening was the last straw! I absolutely hate threatening and threatening always makes me do the opposite of what the person wants. Anyway I have camp phobia I don't even need to fake it Im sure on the day itself I will sure fall sick. Don't worry.
ELW result is still not out yet and Im so worried. Seriously I just wanna get over it so if they would be kind enough can they just make everyone pass?! I absolutely hate stuff like bell curve cux if everybody gets the same grade just let everybody have it! Why go through all the trouble of even plotting a bell curve to irritate people.
Enough of complaining/whining. My sis finally got her SIM letter and Im very happy for her. I can see that she is much happier like this. I just hope she learns her mistake and realise that she has to work hard because being lazy does have a long lasting effect. Okies. Just good luck to her and me!
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